Montalk - 3. Spirit over Matter

I am

I am the mouthpiece that articulates the truth that resides within

i am we , we are you

we are absolute is I

i am you reflecting back

everything within you  

reminding others of our own sovereignty , our own personal response ability to create beauty and share our gifts with another in common unity .

I am open , present, aware , and clear

I am new in every moment , creating with the eternal essence i am

I am a reminder of our own creative potential  of the eternal artist .

I am a living work of art , a masterpiece  of truth and love

I am order, I am chaos, I am every degree between

I am on the edge between the form and the formless

I am balance , I am center

I am shining light into darkness revealing shadow

I am all flora and fauna

I am alive in every dimension

moving from one plane to the next freely

I am extra terrestrial.

I am in the world , not of it

I am response able

I am the wave , I am the water,  flowing freely

I am the spark  I am the flame

I am the fire that burns

I am the breath  of air that fills the lungs

I am the blood that flows freely

I am the caged bird that flies free

above all restrictions and limitations

singing the sweet song of sophia

playing the music of spheres .

I am solar, I am lunar , I am electro-magnetic

I am free to be

I am the cosmic jester playing jokes ,

I am raising awareness through

laughter , actions of  joy , with active excitement and participation

I am of an energetic signature and i play my soul song

I am nothing , yet i am everything

I am the winged lion that moves across the surface of the waters with grace

I am a master of light and a being of Unconditional love

I am honoring our  core commitment with  others serving truth thought action with unconditional love .

I am awareness  and receptivity

I am one who the conscious power to be present

I am grounded in the radical acceptance of reality

I am the benevolent one  

serving others as i serve self

I am the valor , the boldness , being the spark that creates fire .

i am a co creator with a vision  creating reality

I am action that inspire others to take creative action , sharing their talents , skills , abilities . with one another .

I am brave  ,

I am one who answered the call to courageous action , calling others to overcome fears and desires of the mind to create thriving abundance for all our relations for the following generations.

I am my own health care , I am the illuminati of my own reality , I am the government

I am a avatar

I am the answer to my own question .

I am one as you are one .

I am expressing the love that i am we are . being of service to anyone regardless of circumstances

I am cleanliness honoring everything organized and in beautiful  place .

I am honoring and appreciating our common unity/ family

honoring and loving all our relations, all living beings , no matter what the perceived difference

I am everything , and every 1

i am we are eternal is

I am both the Whole Consciousness and the Individual Consciousness contained within the Whole Consciousness simultaneously.

LOVER

( Our inner Lover has the ability to)   Connect and engage: with own emotions, creativity and
sexuality; with other people at an intimate level; with the wonder and beauty of the world, and with the spiritual dimension beyond and inside self. 

How about we shine light on the shadow some more ? 
Shining Light on the shadow 
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The Deflated Lover:

The Stoic
Your Deflated Lover manifests the following characteristics.
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Fears being alone or abandoned (gets small)
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Has a hard time having fun
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Prefers not to explore emotion
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Has no need or desire to pursue art, beauty, wonder
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Has a hard time connecting with others at a personal or intimate level
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Tends to be unfeeling or to go numb
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Denies the need to connect with the spiritual dimension
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Tends to
be distant or alienated from others
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Is sexually inactive or impotent
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Tends to feel vulnerable, like a lost child
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May create and then hide in a fantasy world
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Is easily shamed.

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The Inflated Lover:
The
Addict
Your Inflated Lover manifests the following characteristics.
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Fears being alone or abandoned (gets big)
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Is prone to addictions (e.g., money, possessions, food, pleasure, work)
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Can be easily flooded emotionally
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Tends to be consumed or overwhelmed by his/her emotions or desires
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Is sexually restless, perhaps unfaithful
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Tends to be “swept away” in relationships
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Falls in love, and out of love easily
, or forces his/her love on others
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Finds himself/herself in stressful, unhealthy, or codependent relationships
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Lives his/her life in emotional extremes
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Lives only in the moment
; seeks the ultimate and continuous “high”.
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Is prone to fanaticism or idolatry
; is easily consumed by causes
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Seems to be always searching, but not knowing what he/she is looking for

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The mature lover is able to experience and grieve loss.

The deflated shadow Lover is the Stoic, numb to his own feelings, especially grief. He/she is ambivalent to ,or detached from any spiritual dimension, and unable or unwilling to connect with others.
 In contrast, the inflated shadow Lover is the Addict, overwhelmed by his feelings, obsessed with the pursuit of pleasure or passion, fanatically for or against the spiritual dimension, and either neurotic or codependent in his relationships.

The Mature Lover
Your Mature Lover manifests the following characteristics.
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Embraces his/her emotions
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Appreciates beauty and wonder for its own sake, without having to understand it or analyze it
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Appreciates music, dance and the arts
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Can feel sensual without feeling ashamed
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Honors and expresses his/her soul
; can celebrate life
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Takes time for self renewal
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Can be alone, quiet, reflective, introspective, contemplative
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Has an aligned, healthy connection with the spiritual dimension
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Is open to new relationships
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Likes to connect at a deep, personal level with other people
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Can “see” into the heart of others with understanding and compassion
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Is open to his/her desires
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Has a healthy appetite for life
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Exudes a healthy sexual self
-
awareness
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Has a healthy awareness of his/her body
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Is spontaneous, playful
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Is nurturing, empathetic, welcoming
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Can grieve
.

http://www.oncourseinternational.com/onlineLibrary/pdfs/Inner_Advisors_Overview_Document.pdf .

Magick

We Embody wisdom, objectivity, penetrate insight, have excellent communication
skills, and deal with symbols, ritual and mystery. 

We Hold the tension
of desperate, sometimes contradictory information, feelings and relationships, while remaining detached and clear headed. 

We Face,embrace ,  go through, and transform fear into an ally, when
grappling with difficult situations or relationships.

Unaddressed fear causes people to slip into one of the two shadows. 

WE WILL SHINE SOME LIGHT AND REVEAL THE SHADOW!

The deflated shadow, tends to be consumed and confused by the fear, becomes gridlocked in his thinking and
simply doesn’t know what to do. This deflated shadow is characterized as the Dummy. The inflated
shadow is likewise held captive by fear, but shrouds it in a life of pretense, illusion, self righteousness and hidden agendas.
The inflated shadow is also called the Manipulator.
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Your Mature self manifests the following characteristics.
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Is insightful
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Sees quickly to the heart of problems
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Holds and processes many dimensions of information at the same time
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Stays calm and detached during crises
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Is good at assessing options and offering advice
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Is keenly sensitive to the truth. Not easily fooled or manipulated
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Adapts his/her perspective so as to be understood by other people
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Holds
impressions of situations without making quick judgments
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Holds
impressions of people without
judging them or labeling them
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Sees
meaning in symbolism and ritual
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Is thoughtful, reflective, objective, detached
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Deals
comfortably
with abstractions
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Is comfortable exploring
mysteries or paradox
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Faces and goes through his/her fears
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Recognizes cycles and patterns
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Keeps learning
; is open to ideas

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the Deflated shadow manifests the following characteristics.
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Has trouble thinking clearly when under pressure
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Has to have all the data when
making a recommendation
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Fears making a mistake
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Is set in his/her ways; once a view is developed of something, he/she seldom changes
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Views situations and assesses people in black and white
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Is quick to judge
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Has trouble organizing his/her schedule
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Can be confused or misled easily by others
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Tends to think that others are smarter
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Has a disorganized mind.
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The Inflated shadow

The
Manipulator
Your Inflated shadow manifests the following characteristics.
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Likes the idea of manipulating others to get what he/
she wants
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Does not like to disclose information about himself/herself
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Does not want others to know what he/she is thinking
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Likes to control a situation from a distance
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Likes to win by outwitting others
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Does not share the full truth about a situation, an is
sue or a person
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Believes he/she knows what is the best idea in any situation
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Is suspicious of others
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Uses humor to hurt other people
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Uses knowledge as a weapon (“I know something you don’t know.”)


http://www.oncourseinternational.com/onlineLibrary/pdfs/Inner_Advisors_Overview_Document.pdf

Divine Action !?!

Project LOVE !!!

We take innovative action. We are Self Disciplined
We are committed to the truth that we know ,we feel , we are one .
We are dedicated we self
to projects, assignments, etc getting the job done.
Dependable with out expectations , We are loyal to the needs of the others.
We exudes courage, persistence and stamina for whatever We are doing. We show up and take creative , innovative action . We are committed 2 transcending above the level of the personal ego reconnecting with our higher self . We redoubles our efforts whenever necessary .

We the higher self in action (The mature self )faces, embraces and goes through His/ Her own emotions without hurting others or self . 

We would like to shine some light and reveal the shadow!

The deflated shadow self , or "Victim ", represses or denies His/ Her anger and avoids confrontation or
aggression. The inflated shadow self or Savage, is consumed by His/ Her anger, which leaks or spews
on
to others, especially Victims. The Victim has flimsy understanding of will power easily trampled by others; the Savage
ignores the sovereignty of others as he/ she pursues his /her own agenda.


WE at project love :

Accept responsibility and get the job done
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are focused and determined
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are not easily diverted
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Know his/her skills and is disciplined in using them
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are a direct, factual communicator
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Honor own personal sovereignty , while not imposing on others .
do i need to explain further ?
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Have a strong sense of loyalty and duty
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are not attached to strings , or material things . Can cut our "losses" and move on without dwelling on the past
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Work through adversity or perceived failures taking challenges head on to accomplishing a goal
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are Here and now oriented
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Put theory into practice
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are Determined, focused, dependable
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we Takes appropriate risks
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Acknowledge and is clean about embracing /expressing our emotions in a healthy way.

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Value physical conditioning and health.


http://www.oncourseinternational.com/onlineLibrary/pdfs/Inner_Advisors_Overview_Document.pdf

Sovereign

The Sovereign
Our inner Sovereign charts the course for our life, makes decisions, and both receives blessing
and gives blessings to others. He or she knows higher self and abilities. He/she  draws power from a Source beyond himself and knows he is loved regardless of outer accomplishments or faults.

The deflated shadow Sovereign, or Weakling, feels unloved and inferior to others.the deflated sovereign has forgotten true identity behind that of the ego persona. The deflated shadow has forgotten the true power within and is incapable of setting a direction for his/ her life. He/ she sees himself as unworthy or even worthless,
and becomes captive to the approval of others.
The inflated shadow Sovereign is the Tyrant or
Narcissist, who sees himself as “special,” with
power being either self
-generated or a birthright. Though
manifested differently, both Sovereign shadows are plagued by a low sense of self worth.

The Mature Sovereign
Your Mature Sovereign manifests the following characteristics.
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Has a high sense of self
-
worth
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knows himself/herself and his/her abilities
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Has a sense of his/her place in the world
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Has a sense of vision for his/her life
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Exudes a calm centeredness
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Can entrust responsibility to others
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Can ask for what he/she wants
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Accepts a Higher Power beyond himself/herself
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Motivates, empowers and blesses others
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Is at ease receiving and accepting praise, thanks or blessing from others
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Lives life from a sense of service or stewardship for the whole (beyond himself/herself)
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Has a deep love for his/her “realm”
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Is calm and reassuring to others during crises
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Sees, mirrors and affirms others
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Guides, encourages and nurtures others
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Can embrace what is healthy and good, and let go of what must die
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Experiences joy


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http://www.oncourseinternational.com/onlineLibrary/pdfs/Inner_Advisors_Overview_Document.pdf