Chapter 3 rough draft

Chapter 3

Moving past the blocks and free flowing

Blocks >Fear, guilt, shame, grief, lies, illusions, and attachments.

Through one experience to the next , in one form or another , i have had to move past what some may call or identify as blocks or resistance .  I have had many traumatic experiences , from abuse , neglect , poverty to pain ,  however i have decided to not permit these situations , circumstances , perceived problems beat me . I did choose to not these define me and i have moved past all these blocks, limitations by first remembering who i was , and then being who i was . This is easier said than done , however I know that with determination , courage, persistence one will be able to move and push past the resistance into free flow, where we all are capable of creating so much beauty for our world to share in thriving abundance , where all flow free.

I have not always handled my experience with grace or always remained balanced and centered , however i continue with awareness overcoming the obstacles regardless  the resistance . I want to say that i have been working my whole life on being the master i was born to be , however each moment has revealed to me the truth of my own strength .

Fear is a big block that stops a lot of people from moving forward . What are we afraid of ? Are we afraid of ourselves ? Are we afraid of our own power? Are we afraid of our neighbors? Why ?

Are we afraid of the unknown ? Why ? What is the cause of our fears ? How can we take action to overcome our fears?

As i look and see the fears that i have held , i would like to share how i overcame these fears with you now . One of my fears was “heights” and in order for me to overcome this fear i had to go to the question why ? Why was i so scared ? What was i really scared of ? Was there more to why i was afraid of heights? Was it fear of the unknown, “death” , my own strength and a connection to a higher self ? It was all of these things , however i faced it with a smile and laughter and embraced the fears with a hug and made my way to jumping out of the plane at 12,000 feet . It was not till i landed and many hours later that i really realized what i had done and what i overcame . That moment i jumped out and in air til the moment i landed and after will always be with me . That was the day i found courage within once more , the courage i had forgotten i had all along .

The first step we take deals with survival, and is our first step is  blocked by fear. Let your greatest fears become clear to you. You are concerned for your survival, but you must let those fears go.  Remember :Know yourself , trust yourself , embrace the fears and let them go ! You are taking the step to now move past any guilt you have .

Look at the guilt from your past that burdens you. Let the guilt  go, or the guilt you hold within will poison  you slowly . Meditate and realize that these things happened for a purpose and let these go.

You know how to take the step . This step  is blocked by shame. Recognize the biggest disappointments in yourself, and what you are ashamed of. Accept that these things happened and let these go . Remember to be patient with yourself as well as anyone else you see that may facing their own blocks. We are all doing the best we can , with the level of awareness we have . invite you to have compassion for yourself as well as others .

The next step  is blocked by grief. Lay your grief , your resentment out in front of you. If you have lost someone close, try to see or remember they will always be with you . You will always be connected with them regardless of the form .  See that everything we experience in form is and always will be . We are infinite behind the form and that all is, always existing  energy,The love is still with you , as you are an embodiment of love . Love is can be reborn in the shape of new love. Leave all the fear, guilt, shame and grief behind as it is only weighing you down .

The next step after this It deals with truth, and is blocked by lies. The lies we tell ourselves.

What lies do you tell yourself ? What limiting beliefs have you bought into ? You must not lie about your own nature. Accept who you are.

(I know who you are . You are beautiful and powerful beyond measure. i would like to remind you if you have forgotten . I am you , and invite you to open up to yourself ! i invite you to remember : You are the infinite as we are the infinite !  

Know your divine sovereignty ! know thyself ! be thyself, share thyself !- itzda love

Affirmation provided by a friend :)

I am a being of light and love. I love and value the wonderful qualities I possess. From this moment forward, I will honor and value myself, all I am and all I do, in the knowledge that I am part of God's creation. I am worthy of love.- kamille love

The next step  is blocked by illusions. The biggest illusion of all is the illusion of separation. Let us see that Things we think are separate are actually one and the same. Like the nations of the world: we are all one people, but we live as if divided.

The next step we take towards our own liberation  is blocked by earthly attachments. Meditate on what attaches you to this world.  Let your attachments be known and released.

Remember during this process of letting go to have patience with yourself . Feel free to journal and reflect on any areas you feel like attention . Have courage dear ones and remember you are not alone ! We are not alone !!